The restack

~ Debra Mesecke

It’s finally here and I can’t wait, this is really happening.

3 more sleeps and I check in (cause it’s a well deserved holiday right?) at 6am Friday morning, ready for theatre at 7.30am. That’s right, my performance starts on stage before my first coffee, the red eye production! Should be back in ICU no later than 6pm!

I have been on a journey in the last few months, learning about quantum physics (and what the hell that even is), reading about rewiring the brain, from Deepak Chopra to neurosurgeons and the like. I have always been a positive thinker, believe and make it real, meditate don’t medicate kind of girl but this shit is next level and I’m loving it. To be honest I probably got all the same info from Louise Hay 20 odd years ago but this time I’m listening, really listening. I’m ready.

*Dr jurisharma

Take the above diagram for example. I’ve done multiple self assessments over the years with different models during my training career and have been lucky enough to come up pretty even in most quadrants lacking a little in the detail B quadrant. This puts me in a good position for further expansion into increasing my brain power evenly and rewiring my habits to become who I wish to be. To be the change, to live the life I deserve. The benefits have already started and I am so excited for them to continue through and beyond this procedure.

I’ve relaxed my body, silenced the mind, opened my heart, set my intentions, made them clear, moved from hoping to knowing, have belief in the process and feel my soul rewarding me for my efforts.

I asked at the beginning of this journey for you all to join me and give positive energy. You have by giving me love, joy, compassion and kindness.

How lucky am I to have had this experience. I wouldn’t change a thing….and I get new boobs!

Happy days xx

Published by Debra Mesecke

I was 21 and I was planning a wedding, buying a house and had a job interview for the job of my dreams on my 22nd birthday.  You see I was being made redundant and had to find a new job by August.  Especially with the new mortgage now.  It was April.  I worked for CML and my new job was a done deal.  All I needed was a medical.  And with that, just like that....my life was turned upside down and I was diagnosed with CML, ha ha, I know the irony.  My hematologist had a laugh at that too.  I had Chronic Myeloid Leukeamia, which was normally reserved for 70 year old men.  Quite rare for a young adult to get, so how would they treat it?  I underwent two separate trials until finally it was decided my best chance of survival (all be it only 50% chance), would be a MUD BMT (matched unrelated bone marrow transplant), now known as VUD Allograt (volunteer unrelated donor).  I was told 21 years ago the chance of finding a match was 1 in 20,000 (and that is everyone was on the bone marrow donor registry).  Scary odds. So being the risk taker I am I said "go for it".  They found a match and that was my first miracle in this journey.  The second miracle was, it worked - new blood type, two different DNA profiles and the miracle of medicine was reborn inside me.  The third miracle is my son.  25 years on, I now face a new challenge.  Breast Cancer.  Certainly not the first person to have cancer, to have invasive ductile cancer, hormone receptive and HER2 +, or to even have a dual diagnosis.  But this is not another Webiste about a cancer survivor, this is just my excuse to finally publicly write.  Along the way I  am hoping I can share some insights I have learnt over the years and at the same time, give you a good belly laugh.

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