Feels like shit in that city so I’m moving on. Goodbye and good riddance.
Had dinner with my chopped up friends last night (turns out my Indian restaurant was Greek!), attention to detail not my strongest attribute-don’t tell my boss.
It opened my, what’s become narrowed eyes & that is everyone’s feeling just like me, overwhelmed, tired, stretched!
I’m not depressed, anxious, worried, frustrated, angry, sad, I’m just tired like the rest of the world. That’s gonna happen with a few extra stresses in life.
So what am I gonna do about it. Start being myself again, eating better, exercising more, living gratefully again.
Love to all that have supported me along the way, if u need me it will be my pleasure to return the favour, just reach out.
Happy days xx
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